Learn Now... Not Later.

So how sad is it that we as young people sit here in front of our computers day in and day out.
What do we have to show for this lost time? Did you learn something or are we just wasting time. Staring into the WWW while life cruises by us.

I feel we have lost our instints. Our deep human, animal energies and driving forces.
We were built to explore, conquer and experience the days in our lives.

Some days I feel like a failure. Which in some aspects, I am.
How many thing did you want to do as a kid that you never even came close to doing?
Do you still think about doing those things?
I do everyday.

I want to go to New York during Christmas.
I want to explore Boston and it's surrounding areas.
I want to explore Europe, Spain and France.
I'd like to spend a year on the Cayman Island.

The sun, the water... I love it.
Snow fights in winter and hot chocolate in front of a huge fire.
Not with a girlfriend or wife, but with awesome friends.
I'm not a romantic anymore.
That part of my life is deteriorating... Fast.

Now that I think about it, I'd like to explore all of Texas.

I'd like to get married, have kids and grow old happy.
Well sorta. It "sounds" nice, but when I attempt it, I can't rest.
I want out of the situation immediately!
Sometimes I feel bad for the other person, but most of the time I don't.
Being stable and in one place for too long scares the shit out of me.
I've met great moms to be, but I'm just not a dad to be.
I always get into relationships with good intentions.
Really.

"The road to Hell is paved with good intentions"...


ANYWAY.

The point to this babel is to get off your ass people and get things done.
Things that YOU want to do.
Be selfish.
Be the best. Fuck the rest.
Have a winning, can do attitude.

Okay, lets learn how to have fun.
And let's do it for cheap.
Be smart.

I'll share what I learn from here on out.